After a long time i m here..but not with a gud mood :(.. Hmmm..lets started with a short story where i was from last few months..As my TCOM module got over..many more modules were waiting for us..and one by one all hurdles went off.. :) i thought it was very bad phase of my life coz there i was alone..no friends..only studies..but today i can say that time was much better than this one.. I knw this is human nature ;)
And after all i m human being.. :) so,obviously i m thinking in the same way..
But seriously..this phase is toughest phase of my life..coz its nt look as difficult as i thought..but its a big challenge for me..Till now,i have some one to fight but these days i m fighting with myself only..I m working in a company..that was my biggest dream to work some where..but i m not feeling gud :(
WHY???
i dont knw...i have no work at all..sometimes i felt so irritated. Why i m here.. :( i try to console myself but i cant. My condition is like i cant do it and i cant leave it.. I knw ,i hav to give some more time to myself..and i hav to wait n watch..but as i previously mentioned in my blogs that there is always two side of our personality..one side is good one..who always tell us to keep patience and dont b get angry and all..and second one who always push us into destructive side..
And my second part is more powerful these days..that push me in destructive phase..i m enable to console myself..sometimes very bad ideas came in my mind.. :( But any how i hav to continue with this job..
Now,i understood..no work sitution is more bad than lots of work...
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