missing home~~~

Home..my sweet home..i m missing my home very much. Watching t.v..with delicious sandwitch made by mumma and spend time with family members,long chats on phone and then Internet,enjoying music and fights with younger sister..i m missing all these things.. WHY??? because,this is first time when i stay far away from home for sake of my studies. This is essential part of my life to get good education and then work with a topmost software company... and for achieving this dream i am here in CDAC, Bangalore..and Bangalore is too far from my home town Meerut and it is not possible to go home in between the module. So, i am here from last 2 and the half months and from last 3-4 days i am missing my home. But this time is also crucial for my studies too because final exam will be held after few days and at this time i have to study a lot and inspite of studying i wasted my time.. :(
I couldn't understand what should i do..Sometimes it is very hard to convince our self for something..we know very well what is right and what is wrong...and what should we have to do and what should we haven't to do...But still,we did all that thing that is not good for us and We suffer a lot due to those decisions that we took emotionally..We live life and every time we had two phases..first one is attached emotionally with us and second one is attached practically..And this is up to us when we tilt to our emotional side and when we inclined towards our practical side.At this time my need is to be inclined towards practical side..but i am getting emotional and missing my family and home and this effects my studies very badly..But i have to come over all these difficulties and then have to prepare for my exams...
Now, i decided to concentrate on my studies and after giving my exams, i will go home and then i will enjoy there..so,my dear home i am missing you and soon i will visit you..