astha..????... :)

Hell is Full so, I came BACK.. :)
and source to get back on this earth is my MOTHER..and day i landed on this lively planet was 21st March,1986...
It is well known that whenever devils comes on this earth ,they creates lots of troubles ,
but this innocent devil(dats me) ;) , brings good fortunes for their family and they gained prosperity and success in their lifes.
well ,My father called me ASTHA..
He saw her daughter as an angel :).
I was a girl, who speaks very less and i was a kind of reserve nature girl.
and my nursery class teacher declared that this girl will be below average in her studies. :(
may be she is right or not..
neways...................
i have done my schooling from meerut,Saraswati vidhya Mandir till 8th and then from R.G.I.C...and i was an average student.But i dont know why my parents have lots of expectations from me and they thought i can do anything..
i got few hobbies ,that are watching movies,T.V and travelling..
and may be this is the main reason that i never concentrates on one thing
and my mind is always moving around every time.
The biggest example that prove this is one incident of my life during my school time..
AT the time of my exams in class Xth,i prepared for MATH II exam and
this was my first exam and that day every one asked me how it is possible
that Math II exam held before Math I exam and i told that why it is not
possible and i didnt hear anyone and afetr preparing properly i went to
sleep and thought why everyone asked me stupid question and
again saw my datesheet and now i start laughing mumma came to me
asked what happend and i told her nothing tomorrow is my MathII exam..
she shouted me coz she is very worried about me and then i studied whole night..
dont worry i passed that exam..
My grandfather is an inspiration for me coz he prove me that
u can overcome any problem if ur near and dear ones is with u and
it is not necessary that they will present physically..
Family is very important part of my life and i cant imagine myself without family.
I have 10 brothers and 8 sisters but according to society
they r my cousions and I have 1 real brother and 1 real sister.
My bro is software engineer and he is a person who belive in hisself
and he can do anything.and he know what he want from his life.
my younger sister is doing B.Pharma and she is also just like bro..
and sometimes i thought how could be i m their sis coz
i never know wat i want from my life and wat i want to do..and what should i tell about my MOTHER..I can say only one thing that i m here and able to do anything is only coz of mumma..it is impossible to say anything about mumma..
I hav only one dream that one day i will be capable to do anything
for my parents and for my dear ones.I have done my B.tech from Radha Govind Engg College,Meerut..and it was very Important period of my life coz in this period i came to know my thing and Most importantly i came to know wat is life????
I always belive in one thing that Do what ever you want..and do ur 100% to achieve something and have faith(astha) in urself..